Mary Ruefle /
Peek-A-Moose
And I knew somewhere deeply recessed, “away from it
all," the real with-it-all took place;
there, in the undulating mists, a
moose eating the dark green mosses was barely seen through
the pines, which
were repossessed in the animal’s eyebrows (do moose have eyebrows?),
craggy
and overhanging like the mist and the moss, and all around him millions upon
millions
of other moose lie dead and buried, and no one had ever had a peek
of them (though there
were glimpses) and in the glare light of the pizza
parlor I chose anchovies which I did not like
but seemed ancient and
suffering, such small animals, and I took the pie home with me and
ate it
with my mouth gaping, painfully aware I was not a moose and had never been a
moose
and would never be a moose, but I had loved you in such an eerie and
unnatural way.
CUE: A Journal of Prose
Poetry
Spring / Summer 2005 Issue II, Volume
2